I just finished decorating my whole apartment for Christmas.
I found an all-Christmas Internet radio station to set the mood, I located my manger and wreath, I set up my Christmas tree and decorated it with balls bought and acquired last year. I moved my collection of plants to get at the windows and hung up my acquired strings of lights, and just over an hour and a half later, voila. It's Christmas at my place. (As a brief digression, even though I work at a church, I found last year that Christmas didn't feel real. I guess I put so much time and effort into organizing Advent and Christmas for everyone else, and I was working rather than worshipping during the Christmas masses, Christmas just missed me. I did have one very fleeting moment of recognition of it being Christmas and not just a regular Sunday -- I was walking home just after midnight Mass got underway so I could get a few hours of sleep before I was due back at 7am. The snow was lightly falling and it felt like I was the only person around for miles. It's very difficult to describe what I was experiencing, but it was so peaceful and comforting. In that brief moment, I felt a spiritual acknowledgement of the graces of Christ and Christmas, but sadly, it was short-lived. I hope to do better this year.)
As I said, I don't know what caused my brain to snap tonight, but I do have to admit that the apartment feels more cozy tonight, and I am feeling a lot better than I was.
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